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Name: Stephen Country: Djibouti Birthday: 5/8/1985 Gender: Male
Interests: Christi.. of course, Band, Mathematics, the Sciences, My best friends, Music of all types, and Christi incase you forgot Expertise: Christi tells me I am good at making her happy, as well as I know I am a damn good tuba player Occupation: Student Industry: Engineering
Message: message me AIM: Ahhhorsepoo
Member Since:
9/25/2004
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| YO YO YO~
How's it going? I am having a GRIZEAT DAY! UC BBALL wongranted it was an ugly game they still won b.c they are bout it bout it.. I finished watching Scarface about 3 hours ago and I am gonna start Baseketball soon.. I am hoping I am tired after that one? this seems to be a little pattern that is starting.. hmm.. ohh well I like it alot especially my friends who join me for the venture.. YAY.. well I amoff to watch a movie talk to ya all lata.. if ya read this u best be puttin a comment on this.. | | |
| So World,
As I look at the past days of my life I see friends leaving, and I see people hurt. I leave this world that i once knew a man who accomplished only tiny steps to the bigger goals I had in life, but nothing was finished. I cannot go on worrying about what people think, or how i effect people. I know I have failed at things in the past and won't fail in those ways ever again. My new outlook on things would be positive b/c you can only effect the things that not only matter most to you, but are things you truely are passionate about. I appreciate those friends who have been by my side through the thick and thin(especially you christi), and those friends whoonly wnat to be around when times are great.. I frankly can't stand you b/c really all you are is an aquaintance and nto a friend. A friend cares and a friend will be there always, and if you do not want me to be your frined.. since I DO care I will leave you alone.. but for those aquaintances out there.. I appreciate the small talk.. Other than that, the friends who I thought were friends and really are just douche bags, needing a reality check to realize they should cherish moments with everyone ALL the time.. I hope you don't miss me since I waste your time.. To the rest of the world I love you and though sometimes I don't show it I appreciate company at all times and I truelyand thnkful for every minute I spend with all of you.. I hope that my future decisions don't effect you too much, but I hope you will stand tall and help me in any time of need that I may encounter. Well I am off.. I shall talk to you at sometime later in the future.. I appologize for my past and I realize I hurt people but I wish they would grow a pair and tell me to my face.. I love the world and I want to help in any way possible.. with that I am out..
-Stephen
P.S. Christi I love you! | | |
| YAY!
I have had the worst week ever.. but at least Christi and I are back together.. I am very happy about that.. WE are best friends and I know that whether or not this relationship is permanent she will be in my life and inmyheart forever.. I can't express in words or actions how much she means to me. I am soo happy that we are still at least bestfriends. but exstatic that we are back together.. in other news.. The rest of the week sucked.. I can;t talk about some of the stuff.. but alot of it was caused by people being stupid. I finally got to see my best friend on friday night.. 5 days without seeingher makes me sad well I am off to school just wanted to tell everyone we are back together..
-S'ven
P.S. I love you Christi, QUARF! | | |
| Well I am a little down on myself right now.. no matter who it is I fear I never actually make anyone happy. Whatever I do it is never good enough. As the time goes on I feel my apocalypse approaching and I don't know how much longer until I break. I miss more and more every day the innocence of childhood, and the laughter of high school. My major.. I want to change it but everyone.. except my best friend laughs or doesn't care. I feel very alone right now and I hope that I still have plenty of future with my best friend, and do not lose her. I LOVE YOU CHRISTI! I can't express the sadness the past 3 months have caused, not from anyone in particular just everything all at once. I know not what the future will bring, but I know I will eventually be happy, and I need to find my place in this crazy world. I just pray every night that the people I consider friends(whether they consider me a friend or not) are happy and safe. Godspeed All and I am ready to vote. QUARF CHRISTI! | | |
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